My Fathers Feels

This morning, at my devotion time, FATHER reminds me about something that make my eyes opened...

Have you ever seen a good father beat(chastise) his son, ever seen a father do this to his son until his son dead? i'm believe if he was a good father then he will just chastise his son for good

"If ye endure chastening, God dealeth with you as with sons; for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?" (Hebrews 12:7).

If the father just doing small beating and his son does not change . . . what will the father do? Maybe the father would do the chastise more until that kid change eventhough the child may be hurt, crying. Sometimes we think the father was to cruel... does he see if the child already hurt?

then FATHER show me how the felts of the father..
and creating some conversation like this between me and HIM.

GOD: Andy, if you be the father. would you be happy when you chastise the son?
Andy: hm... i think if he was a good father, he won't be happy
GOD : how abour your feeling when you see the son crying when you beating him?
Andy : of course i will be so sad when we seing our child don't want to change...
and if i know i must still chastise him until he want to change.
GOD : Exactly!, that was what i feel when these day i chastise many of my son but
I don't see any changes on them. And they don't want to change , they love to be
in their condition today. (fall to sin, many idol in their lives, and was
not the number 1 again at their live)


because the conversation above, I just realized that today I just like the ignorant child that which God has often taught me and I want to be tough to change but sometimes I still ignorant so the Lord must still educate me until I changed, and it makes God cry, actually HE did not want to do it, but HE should do that to me so I can changed.


If today I am experiencing problems that so big and made me cry because of stress and problems that are too heavy. maybe there are some characters that i have would be restored by God. So do not be ignorant, insensitive to the situation around if you feel today being educated by God, Do not be too long to decide I'm going to repent

GBU..